alright.. Mrs. Val has said there are only 8 1/2 more days of this..
i am feeling like i didn't achieve anything...lol but i feel good.. kinda..lol maybe i am havin an off day right now...
i drink my water, i must also add i do miss the mark by some ounces at times.. but i am eating healthy, and doing some kind of exercise everyday.. but for some reason, i don't feel it or see it.. so the way i look at it.. i will be doing the 30 day challenge in Sept too!!!!

i am also bummed when i see this friend of mine losing weight, and i think, WTF!!! i am never really the kind of person who gets that jealous, but the green monster has risen.. i hate that she is smaller than i am at the moment, when it was me who used to be.. see how bitchy that just sounded, i am such a BITCH...lol

but i am going to do it, and do it right.. because i talk to this friend of mine, and she isn't doing it correctly... yes, she is doing her runs and things, but she doesn't eat breakfast or lunch, only dinner. i brought it to her attention that that isn't healthy and eventually her body is going to be 'starved' and then start storing the fat she does get, and she will not be building any muscle tone she'll just look sickly and then eventually gain it all back.. i can't help but feel resentment towards her and her smaller size.. but again like i said i am being bitchy :/

i am going to try to go in full speed mode ahead!!!!!